I’m jealous of your hate.
You hold it closer than I’ll ever be.
It builds walls thick as a castle.
Invisible from your inside view.
The coldest day has nothing on your rage.
It’s moves you in ways I used to do.
It calls to you inner being
It chokes out the day
Turns happy into sheer misery.
You are blind by your hate.
I could show pictures of how it looks
But Braille requires effort and belief.
The power to destroy is addictive
The power to love is weak
Unless we both support each other.
My hand long callused from pulling for two
I look for the girl I knew
I hope for the one I love
I dream of the day you love me more
But until then, I’m jealous of your hate.
Hey very nice blog!
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Wow! Awesome! Speaks volumes without having a volume button. Thanks so much for linking with #momsterslink hope to see more of you.
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Thank you darling. I like to drop by now and then. 😀
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Very powerful poem! A lot of emotion.
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Someone gave me great cause to be inspired to write this. Of course, she doesn’t have any idea that she was my muse
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Haha! Sorry for laughing. I kind of figured that. I hope it gets better for you! I really do!
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I’m in a different state with here now. I’m heading for a beach. Of course, Tropical Storm Bonnie is too! I have bourbon to help with my female issues. Could be more posts coming.
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Be careful with Tropical Storm Bonnie!! Have lots of fun!!
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A tropical storm is wind, rain, thunderstorms, maybe a tornado. It’s the other one. Her name tells you all you need to know, Joy! 😉
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Hahahaha! Oh! I get it! LOL!
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Patience is a virtue….that is a curse!! A horrible curse
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I’m so sorry to hear that. I’m sensing that things are not good on the home front.
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It’s comes and goes. It never goes away as long as it stays?
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Could she be going through menopause? That would explain it.
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We have burned that bridge already!
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The beginning of dementia will often make people mean. I guess what I am saying is there could be a medical reason.
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I think there is another component that says drama could be involved. The high of anger seems more like depression, but she has tried that route and either doesn’t tell everything or took the pills enough to make a difference. She can be nice when she wants
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You’re right. Depression can cause it too. Depression can cause moodiness and it sounds like she is moody.
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I dream of moodiness. 😃
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Awww, you poor thing. It must really be bad. If I were you I would hide under the bed.
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The hotel beds have that bottom that keeps you from being able to crawl under them. Not that I checked. I’ll be at a beach in a couple hours. I’ll go play in the rain!
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LOL! You are already at the beach! I didn’t know that. I hope you have fun!
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I just arrived at beach. I’m listening to waves. I penned a poetry piece and am trying to avoid clearing two days of emails. My wife is organizing the rental condo. Happily doing so.😀
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Sounds amazing! LOL! Hope you get loads of sun and surf!
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Surf and bits of sun. But tomorrow not so much
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Oh, that’s too bad. Bonnie is going to have her way tomorrow.
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Actually she has been like most storms and people, not up to expectations
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Just to let you know that I am not laughing at you or at the situation – I’m just trying to lift your spirits.
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I would laugh too. I understand you by now! 😉
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Good! I’m glad you understand.
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Wow what a great piece of writing! Truly beautiful. Also, I was wondering if you’re interested in guest posts? I would absolutely love to write for you! Do let me know
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Ok I happening to have an opening just your size! Ok, I’m on vacation this week. So send me an email that the invite can be sent to. Once you have invite, create a woven tapestry of words in any form. Any images will need to be sent to my email any1mark66@gmail.com. If you have more than two images, use multiple emails please.
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This is so deep…wonderful piece…
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It took over me. I waited to write the whole thing. ☺
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that shows! 🙂
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Inspiration is a trickle thing😀
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Strong and powerful words. Her full of so much hate and him too or he wouldn’t sound so angry and almost threatening. But that’s jealousy, it can be very powerful if you let it simmer. Really well done communicating emotion in this poem Mark.
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It’s a really weird thing. Like a relationship that eats itself! Twisted but self-sustaining. Maybe a symbiotic relationship where the waste of one feeds the other. Oh that’s sound even worse! As long as the helplessness is there, I’m happy. 😄
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