I’m jealous of your hate.
You hold it closer than I’ll ever be.
It builds walls thick as a castle.
Invisible from your inside view.
The coldest day has nothing on your rage.
It’s moves you in ways I used to do.
It calls to you inner being
It chokes out the day
Turns happy into sheer misery.
You are blind by your hate.
I could show pictures of how it looks
But Braille requires effort and belief.
The power to destroy is addictive
The power to love is weak
Unless we both support each other.
My hand long callused from pulling for two
I look for the girl I knew
I hope for the one I love
I dream of the day you love me more
But until then, I’m jealous of your hate.